Drop Dead Gorgeous
She starves herself, one day at a time. Weighs herself but isnt satisfied. Over the toilet she purges her binge. The fingers she uses to gag herself are twisted and thin. Her teeth are rotting at their core. Her tongue is singed and her throat is always sore. Her stomach is shrinking and her bones protrude. Never enough and its not worth the food. But none of that really matters, because she's drop dead gorgeous.
Each day that goes by she hates herself. More and more she beats herself. Taking the razor that leaves her skin bare, she cuts herself ten times without any care. She loves the blood as it beeds up from her incis
Drop Dead Gorgeous
She starves herself, one day at a time. Weighs herself but isnt satisfied. Over the toilet she purges her binge. The fingers she uses to gag herself are twisted and thin. Her teeth are rotting at their core. Her tongue is singed and her throat is always sore. Her stomach is shrinking and her bones protrude. Never enough and its not worth the food. But none of that really matters, because she's drop dead gorgeous.
Each day that goes by she hates herself. More and more she beats herself. Taking the razor that leaves her skin bare, she cuts herself ten times without any care. She loves the blood as it beeds up from her incis
The more things change, the more they stay the same. Staying
exactly the same, standing perfectly still, afraid to make any change.
You have the same routine everyday, get up and go to school. You
don't mind it, but once you get there you wish you had never gotten
up, never opened your eyes to see the light of the day you would
later come to hate. This is my story of my first day at a whole new school, and all the
feelings that came with it.
You, alone, walk the halls with your head hanging
low, watching the ground as it twists and turns, memorizing every
crack, every detail, without even knowing it. Soon you can predict
every crack
hey everyone, just dropping by to see if there's been any activity over here... I'm surprised to see that there has been some! Thanks very much to those of you who have managed to find your way over to my page even without me updating it any time recently!
I just want to remind everyone that I didn't die or anything -- I just made a NEW ACCOUNT! so check it out! There are some new photomanips on it, but also a lot of traditional art. I'd love to see some of you in my comments again!
So here it is! Please do stop by! http://henneshjarta.deviantart.com !henneshjarta (https://www.deviantart.com/henneshjarta)
I have 1826 new deviations, so I won't be able to go through them all..
yeah.
I'm getting really paranoid about people finding this stuff. It comes up for a TON of the google searches on my name.
So... I might end up making a new acount, with a less obvious name. And I probably won't reupload everything. That doesn't just mean that I won't upload sucky stuff - I might not upload a lot of the darker more bloody stuff. That was from a state of mind a few months ago that I don't wish to ever revisit.
So if I move, I'll notify everyone who is watching me. I might just make a journal entry with the new name, or I might note you all, or comment on all of your pages. I don't know.
As for my stock, it will probably r
I recently bought some of my own charcoal (rather than the small piece my art teacher gave me) and some soft pastels. So those will be fun to work with.
I also got some crocheting stuff! I'm very excited. It's fun to make things that have a use other than just to be looked at. :3 I'm not very good, though. And I know I'm not doing it right, because I'm certain that a person doesn't have to have longish nails in order to crochet! =P I'm unable to just use the hook and pull it through a loop. I've no idea how people do that so easily! So instead I pinch the little pieces of yarn and pull THEM over the HOOK! But hopefully I'll get good and eith
hi. just wanted to say that even though you dont know me , you were the person who first got me into dev. art.i saw some of your work on the bus board and came to your page here to see more and loved your art ( i still do!) . but, i finally joined after forever and stopped posting on bus( b/c im getting my dev. art page established..and for ..other reasons ) . just thought you might like to know that i admire you and your work! keep it up
Benny and Joon is by far one of the best movies Johnny Depp has every done! Not very many people have seen it, makes me sad. S'why when I saw you liked it I was like, HEY! COOL! hehe.
Great art btw, very beautiful works you have. I shall comment at a later time